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Friday, April 28, 2006


felt like writing in chinese.. suan le.. i juz cant describe moi feelings now.. i had enuf.. y i juz feel that my life isnt going the way it shld.. or de way i wan it.. i noe i cant control de way of living moi life.. is juz wanting to have a complete family juz so damn difficult.. y isnt moi father coming home.. im having enuf of the stress of looking aft my mum n persuading my dad to come back.. i cant stand it anymore.. at this rate im going to go crazy soon.. im like juz living behind a mask.. dere is no one tat i wish to confide moi problems to.. burying all this in moi heart.. am i wrong to do tat.. i feel like im shutting moiself down.. i juz wish i could run away frm all this nonsense in moi life.. i dun wan to face it.. nothing is going right.. smiling is de only mask to keep me frm this.. wat i really wan now is to break down.. n let it all go.. but i cant.. so as to keep moi mum frm breakin down.. all de stress of sch work, family problems and work.. i juz a normal person.. haiz.. working tmr afternoon.. n sun n mon afternoon.. i juz dun understand y tian put me.. i got tell dem i dun wan to work afternoon.. i also cannot.. moi mum begged me to come home before 8 so she wun be alone in de house.. so wat m i supposed to do when someone goes against moi wishes.. yah.. no crew at night i noe.. izzit moi fault tat i cant.. no choice i have to tell moi mum tat im already scheduled for night.. ahhhh!! stressed..


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